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Grimm Love

"Rotenburg: Grimm Love"
aka.
"Butterfly: Grimm Love"

Another movie inspired by real events which made its mark for the past years and until now being the topic of gore lovers out there.

I am personally a fan of horror and morbid films since I was a kid, its normal for a kid to like fairy tales but I was different, I cant remember the first horror film that I have watched but I think it was the movie where Pinhead was the star :3 then at that moment  I craved for more and more Horror films. Well, lets stop the nonsense and get started to the real subject of this post.

Grimm Love as I have said, is based on a true story of a man and another man (only weirder and more gruesome). Oliver Hartman ( the name was changed to give respect to Armin Meiwes) a lonely man (I'm not quite sure if my subject fits the term lonely) who wants to have someone to be with him forever. By consuming another person he could never feel alone because that person is inside his body so in fact they are together, while Simon Grombeck (also they changed the name to give respect to Bernd Brandes) a man who volunteered to be his victim because of his childhood dream, to be devoured.

Both had sad and sorrowful childhood, both of them experienced abandonment by their loved ones. I do not want to spoil the movie that much. Hehehehe. There is also a Documentary about them so you could watch two films.

I felt sad and kinda mixed up after watching the film and embraced its message. I have never thought abandonment can be this severe to others and that loneliness can make them do such things, feel and crave for such things. I myself is a victim of abandonment a person who is once dear for me left me but she left me in good hands and also she left a mark that I will never forgive for doing so.

Well anywayyyy (before this gets longer) I will give  my rating

****/***** I'm not that good at rating but I really like this movie!

UPDATES?

Hello!

I know its kinda late to greet you guys but here it goes..
HAPPY NEW YEAR world!!! :D

Bahaha I'm planning to review some movies that I have watched.(most of them are unknown and pretty good so I want them to be watched by you guys!)

I'm kinda busy from my work and I have a really strict schedule so I'm so lazy to make updates here -____________- Sry... From now on I'm going to make updates whenever I can! xD

I NEED TO SLEEP O.O

Spiders and their Art

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Many people fear them and also many people love them.

Spiders. Well yes, they are freaky most of the time but try to look closely.. Observe every detail and before you realize BEAUTY, UNIQUENESS, SILENCE, FEAR, ELEGANCE suddenly hypnotizes you to watch even more.

I, myself fear spiders. Chills run through my spine and nails my feet onto the floor. Movements are shattered and hair starts to raise up whenever I see one. (I fear any insect/animal that exceeds 6 legs.) They freak me out when they walk.. ERRR

Last, last night I was alone outside, it was almost 8 o'clock, the lights were dim and it was fucking boring. There I was, stupidly waiting for something to happen and VIOLA! A spider walked in front of me. Yup, I followed it with my eyes and closely turned my head towards where it stopped.

It was so small in size, almost 2 millimeters. Gold-ish brown in color and its butt(abdomen) is not that huge. Then, suddenly it gave me a show that I have never got curious of watching. It suddenly weaved its web!

The small spider walked around, shooting webs where ever she wants to. Then she went round and round, I closely look at what she is doing and yes I was very interested on what she is doing.

When she is done I was so amazed of the process that a small thing can do. Imagine a human being making a web, DARN it will be exhausting! but spiders can do it within minutes!

The shape, the detail is amazing! I cant explain it perfectly but it was worth watching. I kinda felt disappointed to myself that I wasted so many time to fear them.

I wonder what happened to that spider. Hmm I hope she is okay :l

well thats all thank you :D

Piercings (My story and experience)

IF YOU HATE PIERCINGS GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE

WARNING:

If you want to have piercings do some research first Or, you should get pierced by professionals and ask them the aftercare for you to be sure that you are free from infections.

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As a kid, I hated wearing earrings because of by habit(I usually play with my ears, scratchn and pulln it).(I had my ears pierced when I was still an infant and it was done inside a children's clinic.)

The feeling of there is something hanging on your ears and scratches the back of it feels kinda itchy. I tend to pull it then bathe the whole section with alcohol. That irritates the hell outta me. 

Elementary days were the time I really got into piercings and tattoo's. I pierced my 2ND ear piercing (well it makes two on one side and two on the other.. awww fuu.. you know what I mean) that shit happened when I was in grade three and it was followed by another when I was....................................... I cant freaking remember.

Then, on second year high I pierced the right portion of my lip (in a non hygienic process) (Alcohol, sewing thread and a sewing pin) and followed by another (completing my snakebites) (by another non hygienic process same as the other).

My Labret followed, well I pierced it again myself (same process as the others).

I did researches and studied the process and for the past 5 years of piercing my lips.. I was doing terribly wrong and stupid. Sigh..... Now I know why whenever I remove or reinsert the stainless jewelry I was using, It always bleed. STUPID JESSE!

Monroe Piercing was next and after few weeks but I removed it. (I have no picture of it) The Monroe piercing looks great but not on me. Its seems like it didn't suit my face and it scratches my gums whenever I eat.

I also had my tongue pierced and it only lasted for two days. I love how it looks but I CANT FUCKEEENNNN EAT. I love to eat so IT HAPPENED.

My ear

 My Snakebites

My Labret 

The three of them present :3

Well here is the list of piercings I want to have

• Corset Piercing (soon oh soon)
• Dermal Piercing
• Wrist Piercing
• Septum Piercing
• Bridge
• Cheek  Piercing
• Hip  Piercing
• Third eye
• (A LOT)

I'm planning to have:

• Industrial Piercing
• Tongue Piercing
• Eyebrow  Piercing

AND THESE ARE

Few things you

MUST DO

(if you have piercings)

1. Clean it with anti-bacterial soap (odorless soaps)
2. Wash it with warm water and Sea-salt (not table whatever salt)
3. Clean the surroundings with clean cotton to remove forming debris? Oh you know what I mean..
4. Leave it alone to heal.

MUST NOT DO

(if you have piercings)

1. Clean it with alcohol.
2. Touch it.
3. Play with it.
4. Remove the jewelry unless its fully healed.

more info's of piercing aftercare?

click here:

http://bodypiercing.ygoy.com/aftercare-of-lip-piercing/

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20080117114822AAJ7HSp

Death, Darkness and Decay

ALL ARTWORKS

By: Zdzislaw Beksinski

"Death, darkness and decay", the words that always pop into my mind whenever I see Mr. Zdzislaw Beksinski's works of art.

He was polish painter, photographer and sculptor. His works were morbid, detailed like hell and dreamlike.

" I wish to paint in such a manner as if I were photographing dreams "

for more info click here:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zdzis%C5%82aw_Beksi%C5%84ski

I feel like I am controlled or even warped into his imagination every time I stare and study his creations. I can feel the gravity,heaviness and emotion. Well, for me that is what a true artist's goal whenever he or she draws, paints or whatever. NOT JUST TO IMPRESS, gain ATTENTION and COMPLIMENTS. Hearing critism from other people is a thing to love when you are an aspiring artist.

Oh and one more thing..

Based on my perspective. Its not about how much the artwork costs, how many detail it has or how much your tools cost. An artwork is useless when nobody appreciates it. If you're an artist and you cant even appreciate your work the outcome will be CRAPPY. You wont even improve.